Dead Week Details

So this last week was dead week, and I really decided to take that literally. I barely got any sleep. One night, I literally slept for about 2 hours. I do not do that. So now it is Sunday of Finals Week and I have felt DEAD all day. However, Justin made me pre-workout (redbull substitute) and Acen & Ian brought me a soda, so I got some work done! Started and finished my take-home final for Comm 390; its about six pages, and its really great! Babysitting at 6:30am and Geoscience final at 6pm tomorrow.... BRING IT ON.

So I've been doing quite a bit of contemplation over the past few days. A few new opportunities have presented themselves to me, and I've been forced to question what I want, and I've realized that I don't quite know. I don't know if quitting debate was the right choice. I don't know if going to Florida this summer is going to be the right choice. I don't know if liking missionary boy will equate into dating. I don't know if liking Boise boy will equate into dating. I just don't know. And if you know me at all, you will know that this is making me crazy! I like schedules, plans, and order. I like to know what is going on and what is coming next. I don't take risks and i don't like the unknown, and that is exactly how my life seems right now. Its tough.... but I just realized that I know the answer to it all.

"Never be afraid to trust an unknown future to a known God."

- Corrie Ten Boom

God will answer my prayers. He knows my heart and He knows what is best for me. He has a plan for my life. I know that i need to make good decisions, but I also know that God will make things work out for me. He wants the best for me, and its at times like this that i really need to remember that. 

I love my Savior. I love my God. I am so lucky to be able to live the life that I have.

Until Next Time.